The Tuesday Blog!

It seems that I'm posting up on tuesdays lately. I had an interview this morning for a job and I think it went well. Here's hoping I can get the fuck out of the current job, things are slowly going downhill and I don't see them getting better anytime soon only possibly worse.

The worst part of having a job like this is that for all the things that are wrong with it's nothing in comparison to the complete lack of confidence it's causing in me and the soul crushing thats occuring within me. I would much rather be broke and looking for work than stay here. But alas I have more than just myself to consider in my life, mortages need to be paid and weddings need to be saved up for. The end result is that I can't just quite even though I really want to. I've just started drinking too much to cope and I don't like that.

In other news: Thanksgiving was good, lots and lots of turkey. 2 dinners and left overs! Hope all of you had a great thanksgiving.

One of those days!

I haven't posted in a few days, mostly because I've been busy and didn't have anything really all that relevant to write about. I've been trying to keep work at work and everything else outside of that. I played my first game of the new hockey season last night and we won though barely. I felt like I played like absolute shit but I guess it wasn't that bad since a few people did comment that I played ok/well. Regardless of that I ended up rather tired this morning which is never a fun way to wake up. But I did.

Since then I've just managed to become more and more frustrated by work; there is so much politiking here that it's just down right distracting. I'm asked to look into something but I'm getting blocked and redirected by another staff member who is one of the people who asked me to look into this. Seriously, if you ask me to do something then leave me the fuck alone to do it!

*sigh* I guess I'm just frustrated because of the stupidty of a lot of things I've seen around here. I'm almost tempted to start looking for another job or at the very least start prepping for a departure in the not too distant future (say 6 months or so). I don't know... I just don't know. I do know that this frustration isn't a happy thing and it's stressful... when it really shouldn't be stressful at all.